I've said a good thing, but not at the right time. I sigh. I didn't want to go there tonight, not at all.

"Sarah... I'm sorry, leman. I didn't mean... I don't want you to think about that right now. I don't want to think about that right now. Please, leman... Shhhhhhhhh..."

I run my hand over her head, knowing she'll recognize the move and hoping she doesn't think ill of me. She needs to calm, needs to rest. I need to take care of my little Human - and the new life she's carrying.